hahahahahahahahahahahaha

beautiful♥

cutest girl, i want hayley's hair redder so i can froth over her more so ;)

i feel like im eating so much each day, and i'm fearful of gaining weight.
but food is just so so good :'(

i really really want these right now >.<
haha

i honestly have absolutely no idea.
and that scares me so much.

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

why do we kill people who kill people to prove killing people is wrong?

"because the mirror hurts worse than starving."

so tired after doing drama all day and my performance tonight
in was ever so nervous
i think i might lay in bed and watch somesponge bob :3
i dont start until 9 tomorrow, fuck yeh!
so thankful im not goingto crossroads ^^
i am having epic withdrawles from steven and all i want to do is sleep.
i feel fat and nausious so i dont feel like eating
hunger strike until i see him
hmmm :)
i wish my tax would hurry up so i can get nice hair too :(
it is sososo bad now >.<
goodnight X

i made this for steven to cheer him up because he was grumpy :)

someone amazing. nothing less.

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

What were you doing at 11 last night?

laying in bed thinking, watching the descent

Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?

i really hope so :)

Funniest thing that happened in the last 24 hours?

mum telling me she walked up to gordon thinking it was steven and just kept talking to him hahahaha

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

seeing my lamby and being forcobly taken birthday shopping with him >.< and maybe a party :)

Would you change yourself for the person you love?

no, and he doesn’t want me to change.

Do you find drinking unattractive?

yes but its fun

Six months ago, can you remember who you liked, who was it?

some Justin Bieber tryhard

What does your phone do when it receives a new text?

*ribbert, ribbert*

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

not really, well not yet anyway.

Last thing you spent money on?

maccas

Your song of the week?

we're taking the hobbits to isengard remix & snitches get stitches

Are you happy with the choices you’ve made?

pretty much :)

What is today’s date?

11/8/10

Who was the last person to call you baby?

Stevie Wonder

How tall are you?

too tall

What do you have planned for tonight?

this, facebook and then maybe watch some spongebob or something :)

When is your birthday?

18/08...so in a week :3

What are you excited for?

surprisingly not my birthday :/

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?

sif i wouldn't :O

What woke you up today?

body clock,then Hayley's alarm, then all my alarms, then Hayley.

Anything you really want?

new DVDs to watch

What’s your middle name?

Margaret

What color underwear are you wearing?

pink and orange

What makes you happy?

DVD's and Steven

When was the last time you gave/received a hug?

todaaaay ♥

other things i want ♥

jeans
a nice jacket
shorts
bikini
sun hat
beanie
trackies
high skirt
+ clothes
other flat shoes
underwear and bras
get my nails done
8mm & 10mm taper
10mm plugs

things i need to buy ♥

shoes for school
pick up fruits basket
i need KFC or Chinese for lunch before i kill
pay my layby at target
craft items
concealer
liquid eyeliner
lube
condoms

hopefully i get all these on Saturday,
ill have to pay my layby with next fortnight's payments and the fortnight after that.
and hopefully Steven can steal condoms and lube and maybe my concealer and eyeliner so i don't have to buy it heheh
only because i will only have $19 left after i buy fruits basket :3

mmmmm birthday wants ♥

get my hair done
extensions
ankle boots from rubi shoes
military heels from spendless shoes
new clothes
pokemon soul silver
bleach box 3
the OC
chobits
handbag
silence of the lambs boxset
fat as butter ticket

bring it around town ;)

hahahahaha

i could have my P's in 8 days...
but i don't even have my L's :S
*sigh* too good Jess...

most pointless day ever,but i laachuu ♥

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

my ipod is upstairs and already on shuffle, so I'll put my itunes on shuffle instead.
1. wrecked 'em, damn near killed ' em - four year strong
2. if god smokes cheap cigars - envy on the coast
3. old crows - alexisonfire
4. baby, you wouldn't last a minute on the creek - chiodos
5. i constantly thank god for Esteban - panic! at the disco
6. rockstar - brokencyde
7. this is the end - the doors
8. pretend to be nice- Josie and the pussycats
9. get close call the cops
10. ambrosia - alesana

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

I've posted pictures of us before, i cannot be bothered to right now.

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

no one has hurt me recently and there would be no point whinging anyway.

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

ok,well i don't have a tumblr and don't want one. but i knew about tumblr and blogspot for ages and just decided i needed somewhere to vent and i preferred blogspot. :)

Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one

this would be Hayley and Madison. i love them so much ♥

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

happy: 47 - new found glory
sad: miserable at best - mayday parade
bored: whatever comes on first
hyped: california gurls - katy perry
mad: wrecked'em, damn near killed'em - four year strong

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

i really can't think of anything that's happened within the past few days that i am proud of :/

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

or i'll watch this
hahahahahahhahahah
this is my favourite part of the whole movie, me and steven paused it on this part and just laughed hahahah

i might watch this later

after watching this, i feel so happy, it's probably the most amzing cover i've ever heard.

Airplanes/brick by boring brick cover

not have anything broken at my 17th
get beautiful hair
do something fun, childish, enjoyable, romantic, lovely and just plain amazing with someone.
buy fruits basket!!!

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

Josh King ♥
he made me feel a little better.

Misty<3 hehehe

i miss Craig :'(
and i miss how he used to always know what to say and help me when i'm upset.
i kind of feel like he doesn't care as much now
fuck i hope he replies :'(

another beautiful girl. *sigh*

Disney ♥

of course i'm fucking upset, nitwit!

so beautiful.
WHY CAN'T THIS BE ME?!?!?!

nawhies.

LOL

"And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly"

i think that "AWWW >.<"
just ruined my night.
and i also don't like this other nonsense, touch her kitten and you fucking die? k.

i know you love me but fuck, really? my trust issues are so low i get so upset over things like this so so easily :(
fuck i feel like shit now.
and of course i can't bring it up because i don't want to cause a fight and i don't want you to think I'm weirdly needy and controlling, but i just don't like the competition between girls prettier than me.
i just...
fuck it.

nawhies, i'm definatly buying these for me and stevie :3
♥

hip bones ♥

errrrr today i was so stressed and nervous i chewed soo much skin off from around my nails :(
blah

someone take me here

or here.

or anywhere!

i typed in "romantic" in weheartit, and this came up.
FUCK YEH

just once i would like to feel special, and just once i would like to feel like something's about me.

you cannot fathom how angry and upset i am.
worst weekend.
got screamed at.
got blamed.
and barely got to be alone with you..
and not to mention reading your fucking status.
i hate you and i hate her and i hate so much.

i have no idea who has made the biggest impact on me. everyone does, no matter how little.
I'm just going to say Tohru Honda though.
she may be a fictional cartoon character, but nobody realises what she's done. i fear that without her wise, kind words, i may not be here.


Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

i'm not sure, he's just awesome.
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

not very interesting but, erina fair.
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to