Wednesday, September 8, 2010

i really want a tattoo with a kraken strangling an anchor.
or something equally as cool..
The awkward moment when your ex comes to pick up DVD's and his mutt of a girlfriend who ruined your life is in the car with him and the only words you can muster are "hey.. happy birthday".

ahh love it.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I want fairy lights in my room nao!
Most amazing cover i have ever heard ♥

Listen to all their songs, most amazing voices ever.
I feel so unhealthy...
Worst feelings ever:
  • Being on your period
  • Random cuts and bruises
  • When a store doesn’t have your size
  • When you die in a video game
  • Sunday night before school
  • Losing something precious
  • Having tons of homework and having only one night to finish
  • When you have to say goodbye after an amazing day
  • Knowing ‘he’ or ‘she’ is angry at you.
  • Not liking what you see in the mirror
  • Having tummy aches
  • And heart aches
  • Losing a bestfriend
  • Feeling like your not good enough
  • And when TUMBLR isnt working
So true.
So...Madi's boyfriend did this to her and she was preetty annoyed, and I'm guessing i would be too if this happened.
Sleep comes first. Period.
Decided on an apple :)
so much better than chocolate ♥

Thoughts

  • I've gained weight and NEED to diet.
  • The computer is really facking slow.
  • I need more nanna cardi's and blouses from the salvos.
  • I don't care how or when, but i'm going out for chinese with whoever wants to come within the next week.
  • I want that white hat and leopard print sarong from the expense bikini shop >.< .
  • I want a pretty teaset and coffee table so Hayley and I can have cute tea seshs
  • I really want the other side of my nose pierced really soon.
  • Then i want my septum as soon as it's healed enough.
  • Moustache septum bar /froth.
  • I need clothes with anchors and other nautical things on them.
  • I need a new pair of shorts.
  • I want my hair to be fucking oranage noww!!!!
  • Skinny please?
  • SO MANY ANCHOR-ORSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
  • A good hairdresser to cut myfringe properly please.
  • I really want to go to animania on sunday :(
  • I wish we didn't fight so much because i don't want to be a shit girlfriend like i was to my last boyfriend, i'm so fucking sorry.
  • I also want you to actually want to go places with me because i don't want this to be a repeat of my last relationship.
  • THE COMPUTER'S SLOWNESS IS REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING ME!!!!
  • Loose lips sink ships.
  • I really want some chocolate but i'm meant to be dieting. >.< .
  • I need to start organising what I'm doing for Steven's birthday.
  • BIGGEST AMITY SESH RIGHT HERE
  • The wasted pulp of what you are..
  • Note to self: Blank CD's so i can get all my movies off your computer and be done with your putrid ass that i unfortunately can't bear to hate.
  • Hurry up and get more bandanna's in you silly old Asian woman. i want a red one!
  • black tights
  • i want my nails done.
  • i actually find the whole cake face and dark eyes attractive now? maybe this is just because i hate my face and everything else about me.
  • The only thing i like about ym self is my nose, and even that had blackheads and gross shit.
  • JEANS FROM COTTON ON!!!
  • Yup, never owned ugg boots. Should think about getting a pair aha.
  • mmm Michael Henry and Justin Robinett ♥ my loves.
  • FUCK i need new headphones!
  • I need pretty sandals for Queensland.
  • I might go and watch fruits basket soon :).
I met Allie today :)
it was lovely and i think she is very sweet n.n

I also bought a red bikini, realised I've gained weight, decided I'm going on a diet so i look good for Queensland, got a new nose stud, bought a pretty cigarette case from the dollar store, decided i need more nanna cardigans and blouses from the salvos, got a repeat for my contraceptive pill, had scones and a chai latte with mumma and spoke to my amazing boyfriend ♥

andddd i am currently overhearing my drunk mother talking shit to my sister on the phone -.-
my face was unacceptable.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

ugh! skdguferuiowfgberfgb
i fucking hate this.
why the fuck do i still love you?
i'm sick of getting upset about the both of you..STILL
ughhhhhhhsdkfgbdksfgbdsfgb
fuck i miss us.
i love my Franklin ♥
Hayley found this picture of Steven and as soon as i saw it i "awh!'ed" for about 903 years :)
my bandannas look better on him though :3
i love waking up and realising that my nose stud fell out during my slumber.
i love rachel even more for forcing it backthrough when i woke up.