that bambi girl from myspace.: May 2010

Sunday, May 30, 2010

i love you, but this is all i can think about. it's killing me and im so afraid.
i haven't gotten any happier, but if i was ever to be without you...well im afraid of what i might do.
please never leave me.
and please by some chance i hope she gets fired and loses her phone and her computer breaks and she never speaks to you again.
i know you'll leave me for her again.
i just know it.

you can't fathom how much i pray that somehow i die.
it's so hard to live like this...

i think I'm going to watch Pokemon and go to bed.
mwah.Xx

i love this

someone buy me a hammock!
then we can lie in it all day in summer ♥

i wish i was skinny with an architects t-shirt :(

i think every girl wants a pair of these just so they can leave one behind next time they go out and hopefully meet their prince charming♥

for a classy cunt like me.

Five things you will find if you open my bag:
1. My wallet
2. School stuff
3. A black scarf
4. Clothes
5. Ipod

Five things in my bedroom
1. Lamp
2. Computer
3. T.V
4. My matress
5. Balloons

Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life:
1. Travel and see the world
2. Meet someone perfect
3. Go on a date
4. Run away with someone for a while
5. Be rich

Five things that make me very happy:
1. Music
2. Good times with close friends
3. Nights out
4. Movies/DVD's
5. Money

Five things I’m currently into:
1. Sex
2. Making an effort with my apearance
3. Sleep
4. Solitaire
5. Blogging

Five things on my to-do list:
1. Lose weight
2. Fix my hair (bleach bath, dye it orange and get extensions)
3. Make Hayley move in sooner
4. Get double nostril and my septum pierced
5. Buy winter clothes with the money i don't have -_-...fail

Five things some people may or may not know about you:
1. I do nothing constructive
2. I hate my thighs
3. I'm very self concious and insecure
4. I've suffered depression and im scared it's getting the best of me again. 5. I'm afraid you don't care.
5.

bubby♥

9 lasts
1.Cigarette: about6 hours ago
2.Beverage: lemonade
3.Kiss: 5 hours ago
4.Hug: Zacary♥
5.Movie seen: hostel part II
6.CD played: Joe Jackson
7.Song listened to: Of Moons, Birds & Monsters
8.Band you saw: you me at six i think?
9.Picture you saw: me

8 have you evers
1.Dated one of your best friends: no
2.Skinny dipped: yes
3.Kissed somebody and regretted it: yes
4.Fallen in love: yes
5.Lost someone you loved: I guess so
6.Been depressed: yes
7.Been drunk and threw up: nope
8.Kissed in a vehicle: yes

7 states you’ve been to
1. Melbourne
2. Sydney
3. Canberra
4.
5.

6 things you’ve done today
1. explained donnie darko to bubby
2. made a feast
3. smoked
4. watched hostel part II
5. had 2 baths, my second one wasn't hot due to lack of hot water -_-
6.computer

5 favorite things in no order
1. Hayley & Chloe
2. Zacary
3. Sleep
4. Movies/DVD's
5. Video games

4 people you last talked to
1. Zac
2. Chloe
3. Mum
4. Dad

3 wishes
1. To be skinny
2. To keep you forever
3. To be happy

2 things you want to be when you grow up
1. Cake decorator
2. Something lovely?

1 thing you regret
1. Changing for you