confessions:

im scared to eat.
im really anxious about everything
im scared to go to school
m scared of vomiting
i cry so much i vomit
i've developed hives up my arms from stress
my nails are so chewed down they hurt
and i dont know what to do at all.
there are so many options in my head.

"we never really got it right did we?"
"no"

no one, no one, knows how much hearing you say that hurt me.
i've never wanted to hurt myself more.


and i dont care what people think of me because chances are you or someone you know has felt like this before, and its my blog so basically my thoughts, not your problems so dont try and fix them for me. and dont even abuse or pity me, its pathetic.
but aren't we all?