i felt so sick today, i think i should go to the doctors, i am nervous, anxious and nauseus every day.
and im starting to think somethings wrong, either emotionally or physically.
perri martin made me feel so much better today, she tried her best to help which surprised me because i didnt think she cared that much about me.

i finally told my mum about everything and we had a massive talk. i dont know why i didn't do it sooner. she was really depressed today and i made her better. i feel proud, and im happy im able to feel proud about it. i feel like a normal person.

i also wish i could see my bestfriends more often, this weekend will be good though :)
i cant wait to see everyone, its been way too long for some.
i also hope i dont pusssy out of getting my nose pierced.
im also excited to get my extensions from bankstown with jess and hayley.

i didnt go to maths, i feel a bit guilty.
i instead spent that period trying to make everything better but going nowhere, at least i know you lied when you said you loved me on tuesday, that made me cry so much. i never want to let go, but i know you dont want me back.