you're going to get your P's and drive around with girls 909 times prettier than me and drive to see girls and you're going to have sex with them and probably love them :(
this is so unfair i just want you and no one else

this whole situation reminds me of "Sylvia" by Bryce Courtney.

i know you don't like to read so i suggest you watch the movie.
its the saddest thing and i wouldn't be surprised if i do what she does in the end.
this is causing me so much pain and i actually am quite keen on that idea now..