nicest shade of purple.

Biting my nails i suppose, but that would be the obvious guess.
i wish i didn't fall for the wrong people too quick and the right people too late.

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

fuuuck
why do i still feel like this, it can't be good.
:(

We are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives and going to familiar places that gives us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces. It’s one of the most bittersweet feelings ever because every time that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when we were happy and complete.

probably the greatest things in life.
i have yet to experience meeting my favourite band members and going on a road trip.

take the time to watch this, it's beautiful.

link;

Today, I won’t be missing you anymore. I won’t be waiting for your call. I won’t count on that old smile. I won’t be lost. We were meant to part this way, I know that now and I realized I shouldn’t hold on any longer. We’re perfect the way we are now. And if we ever find one day we need each other, just for that day, we could sit down and talk about it. If you want to. But today, you don’t miss me and you don’t need me, so I won’t be missing you and needing you either.
But I’ll always be around.

the epitome of my mind at night.

i love you so much.
and i can tell i miss you because i miss the smell of us after we have sex,
it's lingering in my nose.
closely followed by your general smell.
♥

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.

Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.

Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve.

And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.

And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.

But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.

so true..

Top 10 lies

1. Nothing.
2. You’re really pretty.
3. I’m not hungry.
4. Five minutes.
5. I don’t mind.
6. I won’t tell anyone.
7. I’m sorry.
8. I’m fine.
9. I love you.
10. I’m on my way.
    

just some general feel good things.

nose kisses
forehead kisses
mangoes
good morning messages
holding hands
strawberries and cream
ice cold diet coke
baking cakes
really long goodbyes
silence that isn't awkward
waking up beside you
long hair
red hair
juxtaposition
grey hair
big stretchers
septum piercings
long singlets & stockings
doc martens
nautical
cats
Sydney
paddy's markets
moshi photo booths
sushi
king William chocolate boosts
"i love you"
doing childish things with the ones you love
paper hats
tea
seeing someone smile when you compliment them

this just made me so happy

when cute strangers hold the door for you and you wake up to text messages and you feel appreciated and when you are sunburned and your body is warm and cold showers in the summer and diet cokes on the porch and music soaks into your soul and when someone talks to you first and when “i love you” comes from them first and airplanes and grass stains and when you catch the sunset just in time and when the coffee is just right and when you get mail and green lights and when suddenly you wake up and you feel better and hand holding and when you have adventures and when you learn to drive and when books make you cry and awkward small talk and new notebooks and a cold vodka lemonade and a brother who’s nice to you after all these years and pretty eyes and trains and temptations to get a tattoo just so you won’t forget and new countries and when the light is perfect and kisses on the forehead and being broken but laughing about it and when the sky is blue and songs that make you smile and sand in your shoes and when you laugh and laugh and laugh

Your secret from Jean-Sebastien Monzani on Vimeo.

beautiful.♥

i don't know what possesses me to pout in photos... -_-

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

/froth

*sigh*
time for a glass of apple juice and then bed.
:(
i hate this feeling..

so this song basically sums me and my feelings up.

I don't need to fall at your feet
Just 'cause you cut me to the bone
And I won't miss the way that you kiss me
We were never carved in stone
If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself..

I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I am the king of wishful thinking

I refuse to give in to my blues
That's not how it's going to be
And I deny the tears in my eyes
I don't want to let you see.. no
That you have made a hole in my heart
And now I've got to fool myself..

I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking..
I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking

I will never, never shed a tear for you
I'll get over you

If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself..

I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you.. I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won't shed a tear for you
I'll be the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you..
I'll pretend my heart's still beating
'cause I've got no more tears for you
I'm the king of wishful thinking..
I'll get over you.. I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking

andddddd it has gotten to this time of night where i feel like crying.
yippee....

not being able to see you and not being able to talk to you on the phone for ages makes me want to cry.
fuck this long distance shit

i really really really feel like an iced chocolate.
i wish there was a 24 hour Gloria Jeans in my living room.
and a fireplace...

hahah

why the fuck didn't i get born like this?
why why why why!
asuyeguiewrgdfjhsiofh!!

mmmmmmmmm

this girl is as pretty as her tattoo (L)_(L)

brilliant.

i don't really have a meaning behind my name, it just kind of popped into my head.
maybe because I've started to love another?

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

i don't find myself interesting at all...but here we go.
1. i can't be mean to someone and if i do i feel ridiculously guilty.
2. i refuse to attack someone's appearance and traits in a fight.
3. my bestfriend lives with me.
4. i have a slight obsession with biting.
5. i have no tolerance for rudeness.
6. i can't ride a bike.
7. i am very insecure about myself and people usually attack me about my image because they believe it will bother me, but I'm smart enough to realise if someone is that cruel they are either not my friend or don't deserve to be.
8. i can bend my knees back waaay too far.
9. as much as i say i hate you, I'd defend you in a heartbeat. you were such an impact, it's hard not too..
10. I'm clumsy.
11. i actually enjoy sex with my boyfriend now.
12. I'm afraid my boyfriend will leave me for another girl.
13. i always put everyone else before me.
14. almost every night i get overly sad, like you wouldn't believe.
15. i hate bothering people with my problems.

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

annnnnnnnnnnnd i have decided not to complete my blog challenge because it's just boring now.
i might start a new one

ok, and here's a better one.
haha.

ok, so here's a bad photo.

i wasn't even ridiculously drunk on Saturday night, and i deffs wasn't screaming out "i just want to get my dick wet" and "where are bitches at?"
:|

absolutely stunning♥

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
FUNNIEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha LOL

and i'll pretend my ships not sinking...

:/

Stevie Wonder,
i amaze myself with how much i love you♥

day 23 — the last person you kissed

i have everyone i want or need.
everyone else doesn't deserve a second chance.

day 22 — someone you want to give a second chance to

Sophie Jeffs,

i still think she's a dirty mutt who can't smile.
but i guess thats just because she stole my boyfriend :)

day 21 — someone you judged by their first impression

I'm tossing up between three people...
i can't decide who to write down so I'm not going to write anyone.

day 20 — the one that broke your heart the hardest

hmm so many people aha

day 19 — someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

as much as i envy other girls looks, bodies, hair and all that jazz.
i'm happy with myself because i know i can't be any other.

day 18 — the person that you wish you could be

i don't have a picture but...my bestfriend through kindy-year 2,
Blossom Huggins-Brown
:)

day 17 — someone from your childhood

hot
hot
hot
hot
hot!
:O

ahaha LOL!

Sherri Lambert is in Thailand
i love her and miss her a lot :(

day 16 — someone that’s not in your state/country

i could name too many.
right now i miss Steven, only because i'm so whipped >.<
but it's okay, because as scared as i am about how whipped i am, i love it.


day 15 — the person you miss the most

uhmmm, Merryn Jones

i miss her.

day 14 — someone you’ve drifted away from

my computer screen is shaking :|
can't be good....

about to cry.
i clearly can't make you happy enough eh.

haha

his smile (L)

oh the things i would do this girl

mmmmmmmmmmmmm

i feel really sad today for some reason.
not normal sad where its on the outside and noticeable, but it feels like its deep inside me.
like I'm missing something or something's wrong.
I'm not sure what it is, but i don't like it.
it may not sound like much right now but I'm afraid it will get worse.
you have no idea what I'm actually feeling.
someone make it go away..please?

absolutely stunning.

;)

I'm indecisive on this one
she's pretty, but there's something about her that says otherwise..

hahha

someone.
take.
me.
here.
now!

best♥

this looks so fun :D